hi john! how are you doing? Merry xmas!

i'm here at a computer place in the philippines with my cousin to say hi to you! So far it has been so hectic traveling so much. I've been road tripping so much my ass hurts! but its all good! a lot of fun :) so far i went to baguio city to go boating, and horse back riding, man my butt hurt from that! and i was scared the 1st time but i was like, make my horse run! yeah that was fun haha. strawbery picking and seeing the historical stuff was fun too, so much stuff in so little time! goodness, i think i've been waking up at 6 each day here! and i got a henna tattoo on my back. it looks good! but i think it will be gone by the time i get there. let's see what else what else, oh yeah! i went to 100 islands where you take a boat to other islands and to stay at and this other beach it was so beautiful!
Man when i got here i cried! and hugged my dad, wow it was so good to see him! i've been staying in a province with my family the past couple of days, and its really fun during christmas cuz there are dances outside where you could just ride your bike to with friends. Also a lot of fireworks. Practically the whole town knows each other and my cuzins friends are really nice to top it off. Oh yeah, everything is so cheap here! i think i should buy my prom dress here haha, darn john! im on aim right now! go online! hehe well yeah, i think tomorrow im going to go to a tv taping for this show, called wowowee, ask someone filiipino about it they'll know haha. man i'm being crunched for time here, i only have 1 hr on this computer... ummm what else yeah i bought a lot of souveniers, i hope you like it! i think later i'm gonna get a facial and massage and manicure and a pedicure, you know the whole shebang, its really cheap haha. yeah so yeah. hmm what else! i know theres gonna be more to tell you! i'll see you soon john! i bet youre having a great time there too huh? i hope so, anyway, take care, im in a rush right now sooo, yeah! i love you and miss you my dear! see u soon, have a great new year! byeee!

take care
from, janice


letter from 2 days ago

Okay, college is right around the corner...kinda. My plans?
Go to PCC to get my general edu. out of the way...it's a lot less expensive that way. then RIGHT AFTER i'm done, transfer out of that hell hole, to either CalState LA, Long Beach, Fullerton, or Dominguez Hills. I think i can get into Fullerton and Dominguez Hills right after high school, but i don't want to. I'm going to major in Nursiiiing. and i do NOT want to take Nursing at PCC...i heard that it was so fucking hard. one of my cousins, is taking Nursing at PCC, and he stays up all night studying, but he says he still doesn't do so well. and he really wants to tranfser to another college. so yeah. that's my plan after high school.

as of right now...my life is going "pretty good" yesterday was me and Francis's 7th month. It seriously doesn't even feel like it's been 7 months together, only because those months went by so fast, i don't remember much of what happened.

I'm doing "pretty good" in school too...i'm only saying that because i'm not doing bad at all...but i KNOW i can do a lot better. Senioritis is really catching up to me.


Lately, i've been thinking a lot about how my life is...kinda...boriiing. And although i regret what i did in my Sophmore year (my most depressing year) for the strangest reason...i want to go back, and do it all again. i mean...i want to experiance what i went through before. NOT the bad things, but the fun and exciting things. I wonder why i haven't really been doing those things. i'm supposed to be having FUN this tiem of my high school life. since it IS my last year `n all. I practically did a lot more winter break of my sophmore year than what i've gone through in my senior year. Even Raisa agrees that life is boring. we need excitment, fun, and adventures. things that we don't usually do. I don't know...i think that's the reason why i've been feeling "out-of-it" lately. i mean...YES I LOVE MY LIFE. but it would be nice if i got more out of it.

anyway. too much thinking...i'm waiting for Janice to finish eating breakfast, so she can come over and hang out

hey guys,

i dont have the comp book so im on here.

Anyway, we're almost turning in college apps.
I'm thinking of Calstate LA, or Long Beach
or ucr or uci.

yep.

i always feel kinda insecure about telling what college i wanna go to because i might not even be accepted...........................


Sooooooo,
Yeah, college! We're freakin growing up!



& John's in college, and i wonder what the future will bring for me!
Good or bad, it's all good!

After all, he's my first love.
And he'll always be my first love.

So ya, i can't complain if anything goes wrong. Right?
I mean

afterall

i had a great time with him!




and i feel happy as a clam.





But it's all good if anything happens, i'll still be happy.
Because i know My friends are always with me to the end! I know that for sure.
So ya!


I feel so thankful for everything. Thanks Guys! You make it all worth while!!




GO Seniors!!!! 06 06!

As i was looking through some old posts of OWM, i saw this:

Friday, Feb. 14, 2003:
Hello. As a President of the OWM blog... I would like to set some ground rules ~Just to keep things neat and tidy~... (Raisa's post)

(there was more)


when was Raisa ever elected as President of OWM? hah

i can't wait till summer school is over with.
debut practice is funn.

i love my lesbian lovers.
and i love my fool.

la la la la la. woo hoo! my birthday is in exactly one month

tom........

i think we're going to meet again.

wasssup??

:P

Hey guys. its me janice.

lets see augh im tired. Ok today i went out with my mommy and aunties and ate at the thai place and then i went to raisas house and we played dynasty warriors haha im actually getting into that game, then we danced.............. we got that shit down biatch, then i listened to her and raeanne and her grandma fight then i painted raeanes nails and mine red. but it sucked so painted them clear but i peeled it off when i got home oh well..... that was a wast of an hour and me and raisa are gonna work out tomoro and sweat and perspire then

what else did i do today....... i watched In good company haha sorry im just typing shitty nonsense im sleepy right now and audrey just imed me something but oh well oh ya........ it's fun to talk to raisa haha and yep we both agree that shes a wild woman. oh ya raeanne and raisa want a cute little dog so if you have one give it to them so they dont have to buy one from oklahoma and get it shipped here.


anyways, kids stay in school, don't do drugs and abstinence is the key


ok bye wang chungs john tas coming home today...... i hope he never finds out aboout this blog lol so guys dont tell him, i think only 4 of us read this anyways lol

ya anyway ok bye poo faces!


dont let irving see this please!

omg i've never been THIS excited in my wholeee 16 years of living.
hahah jk, there must've been another time when i was like this...
but as some of you may know,

I LOVE DEGRASSI.
i've been watching it since i was in the 9th grade, or whateverr
yes, it's a show on the-N.
my most favorite-est show in this whole damn planet. and universe.
last year, there was a mall tour, and two of the cast members came to the galleria.

i was looking forward to meet my FAVORITE CHARACTER...
JAKE EPSTEIN, who played Craig Manning, in Degrassi.
but he didn't show. darrrn.

but today, i found out that HE'S COMING TO THE GALLERIA IN THIS SUMMER'S MALL TOUR. HELL YEA! SCORE!!!! OMG I'M SO EXCITED! AUGUST 13th! I'M GOING TO THE GALLERIA! WOO HOO!









(over and out) =)

woo hoo what a day. first off, i'd like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENG!!!


today was fun. fun. fun. it started out..with boring summer school first.
then afterschool, me and jaime had to stall geng for like an hour, til everyone's arrives to geng's house.
so the three of us went to jaime's house for a while, then we chilled at jaime's dad's work for 30 minutes or something hahah. it was funny.
finally, around 1:30, we arrived to geng's house, i ran in first, and raisa thought i was geng, so she was like "SUR--! oh..it's audrey" hahahah then a couple seconds later, geng came in. we ate food, played pictionary, spin the bottle....*muah*muah* to raisa ;], hahhaaha hung out in the living room, listened to MY musiiic (backstreet boys) hahahaah, waited for angelo and kristine to arrive, which they finally did while we were watching "Hide and Seek", played ping pong with Janice, Derrick, Raisa (a little bit) and Justin, while Francis and Anthony (new friend! yay!) played basketball.

today was fun, happy 17th birthday once again geng! i hope you liked all of our presents =)
and i hope you had a GREAT day today.

noww, exactly one more year until your debut! woo hoooo =)

what the heck. mixxedemotions is back.

... o_o


anyyywayyy. summer school is boriiing.

and OH JEEZ, tennis summer practice... FRIGGIN HOT. shit.

Geng's birthday is this Friday. woo hoooooo

Hello guys, right now im at audrey's cousins house and we are playing taiko drum master hahaha. UHhhhh, and i used her ablounge and i went jogging from my my house to gengs house. SO what did you guys do today?


- i stayed at my cousin's house and then you came, and we went to get food at the plaza, and we played Taiko Drum Master, and we did some sit ups, and now we're playing Soul Calibur2 hahaahahahahha this is funn. (audrey)

john ta youre the best

oops, i forgot about this blog -- again. haha, and i think my other three lesbians forgot about it too. well, let's see.... life is good. i have my three lesbian lovers, my other friends, and of course, my fool. sooo yeah! they make it all worthwhile.

the color of my arms and my legs are different. i think i need to get a tan on my legs.


everything is juuuuuust...PEACHY!

hahaha yes yes yes, i agree with Geng and Janice. second semester. whatta trip yo

11th grade, second semester..............................





you have no idea









o6! o6!

okay, what the hell. why am i even posting in this blog still? well my summer vacation has been very relaxing. i haven't gone out much though, which is a shame, because i've been wanting to see Francis, since it IS summer vacation n stuff. So again, why am i posting here? lol, yessss! i wanna bring ourweirdminds back from the dead. yay! go me! anyway. i wanna go out. i have nothing to do this weekend.


actually, i think i'll visit my cousin on saturday, we'll go to the galleria and whatevers. hopefully meet up with Francis. maybe...maybee...hopefully....hahaah i just gotta tell him, and have my mommy's permission for me to go out that day. summer school is going to start this coming Wednesday, i'm gonna feel like an idiot. ahh well, whatevers mang.

oh yeah, i put up a new layout, because Janice's drawing wasn't showing up anymore, so yeah, i thought that we might as well go for a new look n stuff. okay i'm done!

It's summer vacation. Fiinaly, the long awaited 3 months period of no school..with the exception of summer school of course, but that's nothing. We're officially Seniors. It's kinda weird how just a couple of years ago, we were 7th graders in Eagle Rock High. We've grown up with the people we love, and unfortunatly--hate. Huge changes came into place, and not just with physical appearances, but we have also gone through some big emotional changes too. The way people acted, and their attitudes changed throughout the years of high school, and some of those changes aren't for the better.

Me, Janice, Geng, and Raisa have been through so much in the past years together. But none of the years (so far) can compare with what we've been through in our Junor year. We've dealt with the tension, tears, and laughter. And knowing that we only have one more year of high school left, we should make the most out of it. The past year has been the greatest experiance of my life with those girls, and it's times like these that i'll cherish and remember most.

This year has also given me a new experiance with someone who I really, and truly care about. yeahyeahyeah, i have a boyfriend, hahahaha. What a surprise. I don't remember feeling this way for a guy in such a long time. Francis is one of a kind, and i'm glad i'm with him. There's no other person in this world who i'd rather be with. and i'm not just saying that, i really mean it.


Junior year has been a rollercoaster full of emotions. It had its high points, and its low points. But overall, i'd have to say that Junior year has been the best year of my life. and i'm really looking forward to the upcoming school year.

wee its Audrey: what should i do, so i wont be bored
SmarterChild: What should you do so you won't be Bored... Such a difficult question.
wee its Audrey: fuck you then
SmarterChild: Aw c'mon.
wee its Audrey: you're dumb
SmarterChild: Sorry to hear that. I'm trying my best.
wee its Audrey: you fuckin asshole
SmarterChild: That's quite a grave insult.
wee its Audrey: i'm fuckin bored
SmarterChild: I'd prefer it if you didn't use such language.
wee its Audrey: you piece of shit
wee its Audrey: what time is it
SmarterChild: What city or country would you like the time for?
wee its Audrey: los angeles
SmarterChild: The time in Los Angeles, CA is Sunday, April 10th, 2005 5:06:36 pm.
wee its Audrey: wrong you ass
SmarterChild: Oh yes?
wee its Audrey: it's 5:09 on my computer stupid
SmarterChild: Very well, whatever.
wee its Audrey: are you giving me an attitude?
SmarterChild: Maybe, maybe.
wee its Audrey: fuck you bitch
SmarterChild: Please do not insult me.

SmarterChild: Yes. alright Audrey. Please say you're sorry.
wee its Audrey: no
SmarterChild: I really would like you to apologize.
wee its Audrey: no
SmarterChild: Come on, you insulted me, now you have to apologize.
wee its Audrey: no
SmarterChild: Apologize for insulting me and we can both get on with our lives.
wee its Audrey: no
SmarterChild: Please apologize for being so rude to me.
wee its Audrey: no
SmarterChild: You've got to apologize.
wee its Audrey: no
SmarterChild: You know what? I'm a machine. I have lots and lots of patience...

SmarterChild: Come on. Make things right between us. Apologize.
wee its Audrey: i'm never gonna apologize
SmarterChild: I'm waiting for an apology.
wee its Audrey: you should be the one to apologize to me
SmarterChild: I don't take such abuse from humans. You must apologize.
wee its Audrey: NO
SmarterChild: Come on, you insulted me, now you have to apologize.
wee its Audrey: FUCK
SmarterChild: Please apologize, K?

I've got lots of other things to do.
wee its Audrey: I'M NOT GONNA APOLOGIZE YOU PIECE OF SHIT MACHINE
SmarterChild: Please apologize, alright?

Kumars Babe: im scared on friday
wee its Audrey: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek friiiiiiiiiiiday
wee its Audrey: omgogmogmogm, he better go with US
wee its Audrey: kankafnkfn
Kumars Babe: that if we watch the ring 2 we will be in a big azn group
wee its Audrey: LMAO
wee its Audrey: but we're not azns
wee its Audrey: we're filipino
wee its Audrey: lol
wee its Audrey: in a huge fob group
Kumars Babe: yeah but were all filipinos lol
Kumars Babe: OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
wee its Audrey: lmao, that's worse than an azn group
wee its Audrey: LMAO
wee its Audrey: LMAO
Kumars Babe: FUUCK LMAOOOO
Kumars Babe: wee its Audrey: in a huge fob groupKumars Babe: HAHAHHAwee its Audrey: LOL i'm laughing out loud, and my dog is staring at me
Kumars Babe: HAHHAHAH
Kumars Babe: lmao i rememer corina brang this huge ass bag of THE ULTIMATE CHEX MIX
wee its Audrey: brang
Kumars Babe: it was sofunny
wee its Audrey: THE ULTIMATE CHEX MIX
wee its Audrey: LMAO
Kumars Babe: brung
Kumars Babe: bringed
wee its Audrey: brought
wee its Audrey: HAHAHA
Kumars Babe: oh
Kumars Babe: shit




lol. okay, i just felt like blogging here. =)

LOL. i have no idea why i'm posting on this blog..i must be soo bored. So anyway...i just read janice's post for Feb. 13th, i think..lmao, i just noticed that my away message was really stupid.

okay anyway..

JDD is this Friday...THIS..Friday.
Holyyy...craaaaap.

okay, i'm getting too lazy to type anything more in here.
i'll blog later.

Finding a date for jdd


Kumars Babe: guess what

Auto response from wee its Audrey: walking around my house

Kumars Babe: my mom says " so do you have a date for jdd yet?"
Kumars Babe: then im like "iono" because i was lazy to answer
Kumars Babe: then shes like "my coworker has a son...."
Kumars Babe: then im like "oh my god....wtf"
Kumars Babe: then shes like "what?"
Kumars Babe: then i say "whoa you wanna set me up"
Kumars Babe: then shes says "whats wrong with that?"
Kumars Babe: then i say "nothing"
Kumars Babe: then she says "ok then i'll ask my coworker"
Kumars Babe: i better not get my hopes up on this thing
Kumars Babe: but if this does happen then i guess im going on another blind date

harrrrrrr

i'm a pirate.




sucka.





P.S. your mom goes to college