Okay, college is right around the corner...kinda. My plans?
Go to PCC to get my general edu. out of the way...it's a lot less expensive that way. then RIGHT AFTER i'm done, transfer out of that hell hole, to either CalState LA, Long Beach, Fullerton, or Dominguez Hills. I think i can get into Fullerton and Dominguez Hills right after high school, but i don't want to. I'm going to major in Nursiiiing. and i do NOT want to take Nursing at PCC...i heard that it was so fucking hard. one of my cousins, is taking Nursing at PCC, and he stays up all night studying, but he says he still doesn't do so well. and he really wants to tranfser to another college. so yeah. that's my plan after high school.

as of right now...my life is going "pretty good" yesterday was me and Francis's 7th month. It seriously doesn't even feel like it's been 7 months together, only because those months went by so fast, i don't remember much of what happened.

I'm doing "pretty good" in school too...i'm only saying that because i'm not doing bad at all...but i KNOW i can do a lot better. Senioritis is really catching up to me.


Lately, i've been thinking a lot about how my life is...kinda...boriiing. And although i regret what i did in my Sophmore year (my most depressing year) for the strangest reason...i want to go back, and do it all again. i mean...i want to experiance what i went through before. NOT the bad things, but the fun and exciting things. I wonder why i haven't really been doing those things. i'm supposed to be having FUN this tiem of my high school life. since it IS my last year `n all. I practically did a lot more winter break of my sophmore year than what i've gone through in my senior year. Even Raisa agrees that life is boring. we need excitment, fun, and adventures. things that we don't usually do. I don't know...i think that's the reason why i've been feeling "out-of-it" lately. i mean...YES I LOVE MY LIFE. but it would be nice if i got more out of it.

anyway. too much thinking...i'm waiting for Janice to finish eating breakfast, so she can come over and hang out