Hey guys, it's Audrey. Well, I've been living at my cousin's house for the past week, and i'll still be here for one more week. Today, I randomly decided to check up on this blog, to see if anyone even posted anything. Little did I know, Janice posted :) I read all of it, and got to the part where she mentions that her doggy, Butch, died. I literally said out loud, "what the fudge?" I couldn't even believe what I read. Aww~ I'm so sorry about what happened to Butch :( I had no idea he passed away :( and that he was suffering from blindness and arthritis. Ahh~ x(

I'm really glad Janice is keeping her head up though :) and I'm really glad she's having a great time at Fullerton, and i'm also happy that JohnTa is keeping her happy. `Cuz when Janice is happy, I'm happy :D
I'm saying all this because Janice is my besteserest girlfriend in the wholeee wide world. Even though we haven't been keeping in touch with each other as we thought we would, I love her to death, and I miss her sooo much.

Lately, I've been feeling like crap though :( Almost like, I've lost my friends. Then again, I might be thinking too hard. I mean, why would I even have the feeling of losing my best friends? Just because I can't hang out with them as much as I'd like to, doesn't change my relationship with them, right? I should be thinking/looking at the bright side of things. And, when the time comes, when we'll all hang out again, it'll be the most fun i'll have in a long time. Those girls mean everything to me, and I seriously don't want to lose them :) Besides, it really isn't my fault I can't hang out with them till mornings. My mom just can't accept the fact that I won't be irresponsible. I just can't believe she isn't even treating me like an adult. I know how to take care of myself, and I won't do stupid things. *sigh* And if you guys read this, I'm so sorry, from the bottom of my heart, that I havn't had the chance of visitng you guys, or hanging out. I really do want to go out with all of you, but I'm sorry I can't :(

- audrey