i'm proud you raisa.you found a guy. and yeah, i guess we DO have something in common. we both like guys...not around here. they're actually pretty FARRR from here. muahahaha. and the time is weird. so yeah. anyway! i havent been blogging for a while. and just yesterday, i got disconnected because my brotehr came home late, and my stepdad decided to disconnect BOTH of us. thats not really fair. i didnt do anything. and i still get punished. so i'm using my stepdad's computer. im bored. anyway!!!

yesterday night i came across one of them depression crisis crap. i was mad/depressed at something. but yet...i didnt know what that something WAS. sounds pretty weird huh? well, i acted really weird too. its like i couldn't control myself or something. i IMed random people on my buddylist and said weird stuff to them. and told them that they were stupid. but then alter on, i told them that they weren't. i skipped around my room. and started humming a song that i didnt even know. and i'd hit my head onto the table repeatedly. call me weird but, i dunno...i dunno what was wrong with me. and i'd act mad at something. and ii'll start to try and think of what i'm mad at. but i could never figure it out. and when i slept that night, after being disconnected. i had one of them weird dreams. about school and shit. but thats all i can remember. and when i wake up. BOOM. i'm acting normal again..

well..i guess thats all of my post. my really weird post. im guna go eat and play with my doggy Lucky. byebye.