don't worry bout algebra 2 audrey . . .it ain't no thang, we're still reviewing stuff from algebra 1 . . . . . kinda a good thing and bad . . . but don't even get me started on AP World History, jeez the woman can't teach!!!!!!!! what the hell am i gonna do for the AP test! i mean i'm glad about not doing work and stuff, but this class is suppose to prepare me . . . . . Raisa i hope both ur foot and lol feel better, we're praying for him!

*sigh* here i am again in journalism, the editor sitting right next to me wants me to come up with a headline . . . but she's so arrrggghhhhh, . . . . mean and stuff, she won't let me be her assistant editor cuz she says she doesn't like working with people, maybe it's the other way around lol, she's reading this right now, and it's really funny, yea . . . . well, this is it for now . . . .again she's mean, but okay i guess

FUCK, i'm so pissed off, someone got into my aim sn and deleted my whole buddylist and messed the whole thing up!!! now i don't have anyone to talk to and i don't know who's on, i need help!!! how the hell did someone get into my buddylist?!?!?!? FUCK, i don't even know who did it! i feel so helpless and violated!?!?! well, now i have a new sn which will only be known to those who . . . well, u know what i mean . . . to people i trust. FUCK how frustrating!

i'm bored. tired. and sick of Algebra2. that's my worst class ever. i don't seem to be having any improvement in it whatsoever. which REALLY sucks. argh, i feel so stupid in that class. all my low test scores. crap, i should study twice as hard. i understand the homework & everything, but then when it comes to the tests, i do bad on them. wtf is wrong with me. arghghghghghghh. math has ALWAYS been my worst subject. i hate it. blahhhahahahhahhhhh. but in the rest of my classes, i'm doing good. nothing to complain about. but in Algebra2, i feel as if i don't belong in that class. but then, i heard that only 12 people are passing in my period???? or something. nyeh, whaatever.

well i went to santa barbara today (saturday) to visit my bro for his late birthday . . . my mom took us to solvang, which is this danish place . . . . yum danish, well anyways, i got this really cool bracelet and my bro got an mp3 player wit his b-day money, and i saw the motorolla sidekick, i want that soooo bad, and man, my bro's dorm is soo small, but i like it a bunch, his roommate is this white guy, and he's such a pig . . . he left his nail clippings and stuff there, but it's cool cuz thay all managed to stay out of my bro's half of the room, anyways, yea college people get to be so free and stuff, it's hard to explain, i can;t wait to get to college, i wanna go there cuz it's near the beach and everything, and it's not as hard as u think . . . and yea, i want the motorolla sidekick!!! ($300)

Artist: Baby Bash (feat. Frankie J)
Song: Suga Suga

Lyrics:

So tight, so fly
You got me lifted, you got me lifted

[Frankie J.]
You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling
And ooh wee it’s the ultimate feeling
You got me lifted feeling so gifted
Sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?

[Baby Beesh]
You know its leather when we ride
Wood grain and raw hide
Doing what we do, watching screens getting high
Gurl you keep it so fly with you sweet hunnybuns
You was there when the money was gone
You’ll be there when the money comes
Off top I cain’t lie I love to get blowed
You my lil’sugar, I’m yo little chulo
And every time we kick it it’s off to the groovy
Treat you like my sticky ickey or my sweet oowy goowy (fa real though)

[Frankie J.]
You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling
And ooh wee it’s the ultimate feeling
You got me lifted feeling so gifted
Sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?

[Baby Beesh]
Now I ain’t worried about a thang cause I just hit me a lick
I got a fat sack and a superfly chick
That aint makin you a ?? playa
Cause doowop, she fly like the planes in the air
That’s right she’s full grown settin the wrong tone
Im diggin the energy and im lovin the o-zone
So fly like a dove so fly like a raven
Quick to politic with some fly conversation
In a natural mood then im a natural dude
And we some natural fools blowin out by the pool
She like my sexy-coo mama with blades on her berata
Rockin Dolce’ Gubbana(sp?) with high-drows and a igwana

[Frankie J.]
You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling
And ooh wee it’s the ultimate feeling
You got me lifted feeling so gifted
Sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?

[BRIGE]
You know its leather when we ride
Wood grain and raw hide
Doing what we do, watching screens getting high
Gurl you keep it so fly with you sweet hunnybuns
You was there when the money was gone
You’ll be there when the money comes

You know its leather when we ride
Wood grain and raw hide
Doing what we do, watching screens getting high
Gurl you keep it so fly with you sweet hunnybuns
You was there when the money was gone
You’ll be there when the money comes (fa real though)

[Frankie J.]
You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling
And ooh wee it’s the ultimate feeling
You got me lifted feeling so gifted
Sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?

So high like I’m a star
Feelin so high like I’m a star
Feelin so high like I’m a star
Feelin so high like I’m a star

this is my new 'joint' . . . .'hit' . . . . 'theme song' . . whatever u call it, it's great to dance to!!!

yeah it was kinda annoying seeing me so yeah. Here's Prince Wills in a tux. :)..



and stop imagining hes seduceing you... you freak you. =)

kay, i feel kinda bad cuz i'm showing naughty pics of my girlfriend . . . . . . so . . . . . here u go girls . . . . . . i guess the only thing i can like about him is his hair, hopefully i'll have that same doo when u guys see me at homecoming




(BTW: I(raisa) fixed your link)

so . . . . . . . audrey, this is the pic of my girlfriend i was trying to post . . . . . .lol ;P

My inner child is six years old!

Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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My inner child is six years old!

Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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ah. blinding.

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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that picture for the quiz looks evil...anyway!! i'm really bored right now. and i'm planning to do my homework sometime..tonight. because i'm too lazy to work on it right now. i already asked my mom about Homecoming. and she said "okay". so i was like "okay." and yea. it's always good to ask your parents ahead of time. err, yeah. jeez, i'm so bored right now. i want to go shopping. yesterday, my mom, my stepdad and i, went to the galleria. because my stepdad wanted to buy some pants. BUT THEN he bought like soo much shirts, and SOOO much pants. and he didn't even pay for shit, my mom did! FREAKIN' $400! and then, i had to carry EVERYTHING. my stepdad is a piece of shit. =X i hate him so much. ARGHHHH, it was heavy too. and he didnt even bother to HELP in any way. oh, and when me, and my mom went up to the cashier, he went off, looking for SOME MORE FUCKIN' CLOTHES. it made me sooo pissed off, because he didnt pay for any of his shit. GAHH, anyway. yea. i'm done.

Have you ever felt empty inside? Not just empty, but I mean, just, so alone? With no one on your side? Have you ever felt like you were the only person in the world to know a secret, and you'd be ready to blurt it out or burst at any second? Have you ever felt like you had the chance to do something, but time just passed right by and left you there? I feel like that a lot. Maybe it's cuz I miss my mom and Lolo (they went to the PI, in case ya didn't know), and cuz I'm totally losing control of all my classes and a bunch of other stuff. The thing that bothers me the most about it is that I feel nothing. I don't seem to be worried to catch up since I'm behind...I try not to think of things that upset me the most, but they seem to be the only things that occupy my mind. Why can't I ever let things go? To let the past be behind me? Why do I always have to second-guess myself? I mean, that's probably what's messing me up. The fact that I can never move on. No matter how much I want to, and I feel like I'm being torn apart. I hate it. I know I'm just rambling on and on, but I can't help it. Sometimes I feel like I should try to be happy all the time so that it will eventually become a habit, so I could never be sad anymore. But I know that won't happen--and still, I have this facade of being happy, and always trying to be funny. I don't do it intentionally, it just happens. I'm glad I can cheer up other people (at least I hope I do), but why can't I ever cheer myself up? Have you stopped your hectic life for just a moment and really paused to ask yourself: "Am I happy?" And if you do, how many times would you answer with a 'yes'? I'm probably not the only one feeling this way right now, but I just had to get it out before I lost it. Okay, well, I'll post something much more cheerful next time, promise. I've got loads to tell ya.

We've been on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for N1
California here we come
Right back where we started from

Hustlers grab your guns
Your shadow weighs a ton
Driving down the 101
California here we come
Right back where we started from

California!
Here we come!

On the stereo
Listen as we go
Nothing's gonna stop me now
California here we come
Right back where we started from
Pedal to the floor
Thinkin' of the roar
Gotta get us to the show
California here we come
Right back where we started from

California!
Here we come!

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yup, this is from the OC baby!
if u aren't watching it u should!
ta . . na . . . na . . . . . na . . .nah
ta . . na . . . na . . . . . na . . .nah
California here we come . . . .
califoooooorniiiiiiiiaaaaa

yea, last episode kinda freaked me out
marissa??????? is she dead?????

yea so i guess that's my job, to post the hip new lyrics . . . . but phantom planet's song is pretty old, well i guess then i'll post trendy lyrics cuz i'm such a trendy bitch

and speaking of shows, and trendy, nip/tuck is one hell of a good show tambien

dammit, i just realized i'm not on track, FUCK, well i guess i better go then and do homework or something . . . .

well, here i am in the school library, i just finished my reading test, it'll tell me what reding level i am at, hopefully i don't have the reading comprehension of a four year old . . . . . . . . hopefully.

well, anyways, my brother's brthday is coming up and so i guess we're gonna visit him, at i least i hope so, i think my mom is gonna mail him some money, but how much would she send him? he's an 'adult' now and 50$ will not do it, that's for sure. and i don't think my mom will be willing to give him more than $300, well, whatever, so if we do go i hope i will be able to surf there . . . . . . . .

well the main overview of the story bout my brother is that he had a girlfriend which my family didn't know about and my mom met her in not the greatest positions . . . . . well, this led to sneaking off and fights and yelling . . .etc.

full version when i have the time

man, do i have a lotta things to do in journalism now . . . . . i guess i'm on track now and everything's going 5by5, guys! blogg!! i have as much if not more work than u guys and i still blogg, maybe it's cuz i have no life? but anyways, blog cuz i feel alone :[ . . . . .

also, i think i'm doing this wrong, cuz it sounds more like i'm chatting cuz u guys write hella looooong.

i'll have that long sad story on my bro whenever i get the time kay!!!

chow . . . . . . . er . . . . . . . . ciao!!!!

oh, by the way, did any of u hear mandy moore's song yet (have a little faith in me)?????? u all would like it cuz it's really girly ;P

hi eveybody, i'm in journalism right now . . . blogging to u guys cuz i don't really have anything to do . . . .
as u guys may know, i am slacking off terrible, well guess what . . . . . . . . it all stops here . . . . . hopefully.

anyways, on more positive things, raisa is trying to get me into homecoming so we can take pics for the new and improved blogg site . . . . . at least that's what i think, well, i'm getting yelled at by the editor so i guess i gott jet, see u guys later. ;] . . . . . . well, actually, since i have to be ontrack and do my work and stuff, i'll only be able to blogg or chat like on fridays and weekends, unless i'm done wit hw early, but i still need to get sleep . . and i'll be doin hw on weekends too . . . . . damn . . . . either way, i'll be fallin into the abyss of- the abyss of laziness, or the abyss of skool, which would u choose? so i guess i'll chat wgenever ican . . . . if i even stick to my promise . . . . i will though. . . . . .. cuz it's the right thing toi do, man i'm using a lot of periods. lol.

and i still have to blogg bout the thing that happened wit my bro . . . . . . . . dammit . . . i'm using a lot of periods again.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . derrick

Have A Little Faith In Me
Mandy Moore

When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Just let my love throw a spark
And have a little faith in me
And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try
And have a little faith in me
And
CHORUS:
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here darlin'
From a whisper start
To have a little faith in me
And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you will see
I will catch, I will catch your fall baby
Just have a little faith in me
REPEAT CHORUS
SUNG OVER FADE:
Well, I've been loving you for such a long time girl
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
'Cause for us there is no end
And all you gotta do is have a little faith in me
I said I will hold you up, i will hold you up
Your love gives me strength enough
So have a little faith in me

*This is dedicated to my brother all the way in Santa Barbara.
I don’t mean the song to be a lovey-dovey song cuz that would be both gay and incest. Eeeeewwwwww.

Um, anyways, yea, my mom, lola, and i helped him move into his dorm this morning. It was kinda sad. There’s much much much much much more to this story, but i’ll have to blogg it at another time cuz i’m lazy and i have tons and tons of homework that i need to do.

Well, here i go again...typing about all my stupid ramblings &what not. life has been really boring. but at least i've been going places...hah-hah...school.


and i feel as if i'm missing something in my life right now. [ okay, here comes the stupid part of my post ] i know what it is, but i just can't have it. i know many people have felt the same way i'm feeling at this moment. I even asked Irving for advice, and he said "just talk to him, and become friends. For a guy, it's much more easier if a girl approches first." well, he didn't say it EXACTLY like that, but that's what he meant. i asked Christian for advice, and he said "buy him candy&chocolates. guys love that. jk. =D " hahah. well, anyway. i bet all of you people are thinking it's one of those kinds of posts where the-girl-likes-the-guy-but-he-doesn't-like-her-back kinda thing &well, it is! i feel so sorry for myself sometimes, it seems like this is the only thing i can type on here. because it's the only thing that i seem to be thinking of now-a-days.i can't get it out of my head, but the weird thing is, i know..for a fact, that nothing that i am thinking of would come true. [ only to what this post is about, anyway. ] but then, even though i know it won't ever work out, why do i still think of it? is there some kind of..un-doubtfulness of what i'm doubting...? if that even made sense..*checks* yeah, it did. you guys are probably thinking..NOW..that i'm some kind of whiny-little-desperate-girl, but i don't know...that's what i'm thinking of, err..everything except the "whiny-little-desperate-girl". freakin' unreality thoughts of mine. damn it all. >.<


so, yeah. i think i'm guna be kicked off the computer right now. so good-bye. i'll post more about this stuff later. hah-hah. it's not like you people want to know about how i feel anyway. [ damn the negativity. =P ]

guess who just joined ur blogger site . . . . . . . . . .

did u guess

well here's a hint . . . . . . my name starts with a D . . . . and ends with errick

MY goodness, well, where to start? I guess I can tell ya'll about my classes, eh? Well, for 0 period, I have the fun-filled class of Choir. Where we're doing absolutely doing NOTHING, but you should join, nonetheless. For 1st, I have Algebra II with the best math teacher I've had at this school--Mr. Yan. He's so freakin' awesome, it's unbelievable. I swear, if I didn't have a dad, I'd totally want him to be like, the ideal father figure for me. Seriously...I guess my appreciation for him goes back to where I was in his homeroom. Yeah. It's just the fact that when you think about it, you really wouldn't want to do math first thing in the morning, but Mr. Yan is so energetic and he loves what he does, so it just gets you more interested in the math, too. I'm totally NOT a math whiz myself, so the fact that I, ME, being interested in math...is scary and yet cool all at the same time. Besides, he says that if you don't have the brains, he won't mind. If you don't have the brains, as long as you show dedication, consistency, and discipline, he'll still have respect for you. And that's practical. Okay, enough of that. For 2nd, I have AP History with Steinorth. So far,it's proven that you do need to work hard and know your stuff. Besides that, it's fun. There are lots of cool people in that class (Janice, Amy, Mae, Mark, Stephen, Jasmine, Katie, Karla, Bran'D, Natalie, Lanz, Connie, David, Irving, Ian, Jamie, Marjonelle, etc.) that just make the class worth going to, because you know you're not alone. It's pretty quiet in there most of the time, but I guess that we're getting used to the class right now er somethin'. Yeah, then...3rd. *cringe* 3rd with Crowther--now, before you say, "aww, luuuckky, IIII wanted Crowtheeer", know that the class is rediculously filled. There's not an empty seat in the house, not to mention, I sense a lot of favoritism from her with *coughJULIANcough* and other students that she had previously, from 8th grade and stuff. I mean, it seems as though those are the only people she wants to hear from, or has something worth hearing, and that you have to get noticed or something, but that's kinda hard for me, cuz I was stuffed into the damn corner. Heh...moving on, there's 4th--P.E. I was thinking of taking weights, but I was "advised" not to take it, cuz I'm told there are too many P-E-R-V-S that join that class, so...I guess I won't be doin' any of that. Then there's 5th, which is the class I look forward to out of the most out of all the other classes during the day--BIO!!! Mr. Lord is really cool. He seems so genuine when he talks about how much he cares about us being prepared. Yeah. He reminds me of Slagle sometimes, except he's better (shh). SPEAKING of Slagle, I cannot believe that he's become a freakin' Dean. That's rediculous. He was the best teach I've had at this school--why give it up? So what if he moves up the corporate ladder, earns more money by doing less? Hmm...actually, there's a little logic to what he's doing...but still, I say we all write random notes to him and put 'em in his DEAN box. They'll all be begging him to be a teacher again...yeah, whateva. And then, in 6th Period, I have Espanol tres, with Ms. Page. The class is filled, too. And the people are all older. But I can bare through it, cuz I sit next to Amy, Jennifer, George, and Lanz. So, it becomes bareable. xD Yeah. Without them, I wouldn't know WHAT I'd do in that class. Besides school, my mom and my lolo (grandpa) went to the Philippines tonight. :( I'm gunna miss 'em a lot. My lolo is going back for good, and my mom is coming back in two weeks. Yeah. I asked my mom to bring me back a memento...I can't wait to see what she brings me. MUAHAHAHA...yeah, so now that I've finally blanked out, I'll leave it at that. Blog ya later.

Hey cool, you missed me? really? That's so nice. =')

Okay............ highlights of my summer?

-went to the philippines
- got a house built by carpenters
- there was this one hot carpenter and he never put on his damn shirt. (man i wish i took a picture cuz he was built) Damn him. XD
- visited my family
- went to the beach (though this one beach I was like swimming in trash, well what can you do it's the philippines)
- errr................................... watched tv.

um, sorry it's kind of short buuuuutttt....... OH yeah! i watched Down With Love (in the plane ride), it's cool! (though you might thing its corny, bleh.)

okay, bye. Till next post

oh yeah, before i gorfet this week was so hectic! My history class has like so much homework and............. yeah. Okay Till next post. bye.